“Ah. Lovely,” he said, holding the door wide open
to enjoy the growing storm outside. He
inhaled deeply through his nose and stared over Gavin and Rona’s heads, as the
snow piled higher on their coat sleeves and hoods.
“Can
we come in?” Gavin asked.
“Oh,
you’re cold,” the man said, like, poor
babies, who let this happen to you? “You should come inside.”
He
opened his arms and pulled them into his enormous wingspan, steering them up
the stairs and into a little waiting room with two mismatched couches and
murals of frolicking dolphins on the walls.
On one of the couches, a young woman, maybe Rona’s age, sat next to
gray-haired guy. They were sipping tea
and sharing a book—filled with colorful illustrations of dolphins—spread open
between their two laps. Creepy. I
mean, old enough to be her father was
such a cliché, and Gavin knew age was an arbitrary construct and everything,
but ick, gross.
“Coats
and shoes on the racks there. Then you
can have a seat.”
Rona
sat down on the empty couch. Now that
Gavin could actually look at her, the messy bun and gray sweatshirt were kind
of cute, albeit in an I-am-definitely-low-maintenance
way, like she was a struggling young artist or something. He sat next to her, but as far away as he
could get, which was not very far, maybe a foot of space between them. He hoped
it would be clear that, whatever transgression of cultural mores was happening over
there on the army-green couch, here on the tan couch, normal boundaries were
still in effect. Right? Because okay, sure, Gavin had fantasized
about dating his students before, but those were just fantasies. It’s not
like he expected them to actually happen.
The
skinny guy came over, carrying a low stool.
“So
you’re Rona and Gavin, three-thirty appointment, right?” He put the stool down
and sat across from them, spreading his legs like a giant spindly spider. “I’m Guy.” He didn’t say it the Canadian way, Ghee, just plain old American Guy.
Gavin
felt something wet on his ankle. A tiny
dog, smaller than a cat, was licking an exposed bit of skin above his sock,
where he hadn’t bothered to straighten his cuffs after he took his boots off.
“That’s
our mascot, Lilly,” Guy said. “Get it?”
“I
don’t think so.” Gavin pulled his pant leg straight and crossed his legs. Then
he gave Lilly a cursory pat on the back so it wouldn’t seem like he hated
dogs. Though truthfully he didn’t like
them all that much. Even the dumbest cat
had enough sense not to go around licking random strangers.
“She’s
named after our progenitor.” He handed
them each a folded brochure, and opened his own copy to reveal a photo. “Dr. John C. Lilly, inventor of the isolation
tank.” The picture was in black and
white and he was sporting one of those kooky triangular chin-beards.
“So
it’s your first visit.” Guy reached out
and spread his long, bony fingers over Rona’s knee. “Have you experienced sensory deprivation
before?”
“No,
neither of us have,” Rona said. She
didn’t flinch at the hand or anything, but it was creeping Gavin the fuck out.
Big spider hand, spread across Rona’s jeans. Didn’t this guy know you weren’t
supposed to touch girls you didn’t know? He was worse than the
fucking dog.
“Well,
you’re in for a treat,” Guy said. “Isolation will facilitate relaxation,
enhance your creativity…”
“We
know,” Gavin interrupted, holding up the brochure. Move—your—hand.
Guy smiled. “Glad to see you’ve done your homework. Joanie will show you to your rooms. Hey Joanie!”
He
stood up, which required releasing his grip on Rona’s leg. Gavin sucked in a gulp of air, like maybe he
had been holding his breath for a few minutes without realizing it.
“These
the three-thirties?” Joanie came out from behind a bamboo screen with more
dolphins printed on it. She was as skinny as Guy, and maybe pretty if you could
see her face, but it was mostly hidden under giant green glasses and a thick curtain
of bangs.
She
led them behind the screen down a small hallway. Gavin watched the tail of her shawl swing
back and forth over the velour stretch pants covering her meatless behind.
“We
don’t have shared rooms, but I made sure you two were next to each other,” she
said.
“We’re
not…” Gavin said. Okay, he wasn’t going
to finish that sentence. It wasn’t
anyone’s business whether they were or not.
Joanie looked at him, waiting, but he didn’t say anything else. She
raised her eyebrows a little. Actually
Gavin couldn’t see her eyebrows, but her giant glasses shifted a
half-centimeter upward. Then she opened one
of the doors.
“You’ll
be in here, sweetie,” she said to Rona.
“But you can both come in for the orientation talk.”
It
looked like a room you would get a massage in, with a little cabinet against
one wall (decorated with dolphin stencils) and a basket of robes and towels in
the corner. Except instead of a massage table, there was a giant box taking up
one half of the room, like a coffin for a linebacker, but white so it didn’t
look morbid.
“There’s
only one shower,” Joanie said. “So
you’ll have to take turns. Unless you want to share.”
“I
don’t need a shower,” Gavin said. “I showered this morning.”
Joanie’s
smile reflected her enhanced levels of tranquility. “We
ask all of our guests to shower before entering the tank, to remove oils and
dirt from the skin.”
She
walked over to the coffin-thing, only a few steps since it took up half the
room, and placed her hand on top of it like it was a car she was selling.
“These
are our tanks. You can see they’re quite
spacious, so even a larger person”—she looked at Gavin—“has plenty of room to
move around and get comfortable. You get
in here.”
She
pulled on a little trap-door on the side. It made a sucking sound as it opened, thwack. Gavin could see down
into the tank, all black inside, filled halfway up with water that looked
thicker and juicier than water should look. There was a heavy, swimming-pool
smell drifting up from it.
“The
water is only about two feet deep, and you’ll be floating at the top, so
there’s no danger of drowning. You can open the door any time you want. A lot of people worry about getting
claustrophobic, but…”
Oh
shit, yes. That’s what was happening. The dark void of the tank seem to be falling
upwards towards his face. He tried to
take one of those deep, relaxing breaths that reduced anxiety, but his nostrils
filled up with that steam smell and he felt like he was going to
suffocate. What was she saying now? It sounded important, like make sure you something something and many people prefer to something something. And what was that about about eight hundred
pounds of dissolved magnesium sulfate? That’s what was in the water, to make you
float. What was magnesium sulfate again?
Bleach? Chlorine?
He
wanted to reach out and lean on something, but the only things in reach were
Rona, Joanie, and the tank. He took a
couple steps backwards and put his hand on the dresser thing with the dolphin
stencils.
“Everything
okay?” Joanie asked.
Gavin
nodded and held his thumb up at her, which should have been a clear sign that
everything was not okay, but she
seemed to buy it. Actually, he did feel a little better over here, with that tank thing over there.
“Well
then,” Joanie said. “I’m sure you’re
anxious for me to stop talking so you can get in and try it out yourself. Gavin, your room is the next door down, and
the shower is the one after that.”
Gavin
tried to follow her out the door. He
felt less woozy now. He had
probably just messed himself up squinting at the gray road for an hour; that
kind of thing could make you dizzy. Once
he got to his room, he could sit for a minute and pull himself together.
“Wait,”
Rona said. He turned, and she came over
to him, arms open. Before he could figure out how to stop it, she was
giving him a hug.
“I
really hope this helps,” she said, into his ear. Actually it did feel kind of okay.
“With
what?”
She
let go of him, but she squeezed his hand in hers quickly.
“Your
talk. To make you less stressed and more
creative.”
Oh, right.
“I’m sure it will.” He tried to smile in an easy and confident way that said I am super psyched to go lie in that relaxing dark coffin full of slimy water.
He
waited in his room for a while, at least ten minutes, to take his shower, so
that he wouldn’t run into Rona in a bathrobe.
After the shower, he put on the bathing shorts he’d brought. Most
people choose to go in without clothes, Joanie had said, but Gavin didn’t
like the idea of being naked with Rona just on the other side of the wall. He sat for a few more minutes, staring at the
tank, before he finally worked up the nerve to climb in, lower his body to a
dead float, and close the trap door above his head.
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and then he turned into an ape-man and went on a murder spree
ReplyDeleteGreat, thanks for leaving out the spoiler alert. Now I don't need to watch Altered States.
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